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I went to Olveston on Fri.
It was awesome!
The house itself is fantastic.
I could see their life of 100 years ago.
And there are a lot of treasures such as Chinese pottery and Japanese samurai swords.

Today, I went for a walk with George.
Who? George is our dog. (＾・ω・＾)
Very pretty.
I miss my cat~~~~~~~!!!!!

I feel I'm more stupid when I'm speaking English than when I'm speaking Japanese.
It doesn't matther because I'm stupid naturally.
However, a big problem is that my personality is dramatically changed between the languages.

Sometimes it is good.
I don't become aggressive and don't fight with strangers who insulte me about my height.
You know, I don't know how to be rough in English.

The same thing happens when I want to be kind.
I don't know how I can console my friends, how I can use psycological techniques in English
how I can say my openions softly.

Probably I can do it but it takes longer time than native English speakers do,
so the conversation has gone while I'm thinking the proper words........

Just I'm a useless stupid childish small Asian girl in here.

Oh.... don't be negative.
Be positive!!!!

I need time to study English more more more.
I don't want to go back to Japan.
Time flys fast like an arrow.


Conclusion:
Confidence is important.