New family

Yesterday I saw a little cute cat, She was walking near my house.

I said "Hello, cat" and she came to me.
While I was carrying my bike to up the strairs to my house,
the cat was following me!
So cute!

Finally she came in front of the door.
I wanted to let her in the house.
But.
Unfortunately, our dog George eats cats!!!!

so, I couldn't.
Just I said "Sorry I have to say goodby"
She was rolling over the floor and looked to stay at my house.
I said "Away you go" loudly and she has gone.

I jumped into the lounge and talked to George with angery voice

"Because of you, I couldn't let a cute cat in this house!!!!"

My host parents laught...hahaha and host mother said

"Look at this"

Oh.....what's this?
Very cute fluffygolden thing.

That's is a labrador puppy!

The cat couldn't become a new family
but this baby is the new family!!

Soooooo cute!!!!

Tomorrow I will upload her photos on Face book :)

Time

I went to Olveston on Fri.
It was awesome!
The house itself is fantastic.
I could see their life of 100 years ago.
And there are a lot of treasures such as Chinese pottery and Japanese samurai swords.

Today, I went for a walk with George.
Who? George is our dog. (＾・ω・＾)
Very pretty.
I miss my cat~~~~~~~!!!!!

I feel I'm more stupid when I'm speaking English than when I'm speaking Japanese.
It doesn't matther because I'm stupid naturally.
However, a big problem is that my personality is dramatically changed between the languages.

Sometimes it is good.
I don't become aggressive and don't fight with strangers who insulte me about my height.
You know, I don't know how to be rough in English.

The same thing happens when I want to be kind.
I don't know how I can console my friends, how I can use psycological techniques in English
how I can say my openions softly.

Probably I can do it but it takes longer time than native English speakers do,
so the conversation has gone while I'm thinking the proper words........

Just I'm a useless stupid childish small Asian girl in here.

Oh.... don't be negative.
Be positive!!!!

I need time to study English more more more.
I don't want to go back to Japan.
Time flys fast like an arrow.


Conclusion:
Confidence is important.

Hikkey??

I overslept today... I was going to get up at 7:30 and watch a presentation of my friend from 9:00, but I missed it!!!!!
I was just at home and studied for an entarance exam to become a teacher.
"A person who is staying at home all the day" is called "Hikikomori" in Japanese, and "Hikkey" is the abbreviation, hahaha.
The word Hikikomori reminds me of snails. I don't know why.

By the way, I noticed I like studing math, politics and law. I used to hate them...
Maybe tomorrow my preference will change again :b
Uh~~~~the weather is still beutiful, so I may go for a walk to Otago harbor.

The day after tomorrow I'm going to Olveston. I've already booked the tour :D
Exciting~♪

Hi!!

I'm Chan Lee. This is my nickname in Japan.
I have two Japanese blogs but I wanted to write it in English because I have friends from various countries now.
And... this blog will be good writing practice.
English is so useful!